Emotions

“I’m sorry I lead you on”

You said as we hugged tightly.

Knowing that had nothing to do with what was going on in the moment.

Are you really sorry though?

To give me a false reality about the two of us.

Giving me hope that someday you and I could be together.

Give me love and passion that night I have never received before from someone.

Am I a joke to you?

You never said anything until now that I confronted you about your comment.

And even then you still didn’t say anything.

“We’ll talk about it more another day”, you said.

How much longer do I have to wait for you to be ready knowing I’ve been doing things based around you?

Taking time out of my day to see you.

Taking time out of my day to give you things.

Taking time out of my life for you, not because I have to, but because I want to.

That’s how much I care for you.

Knowing you don’t reciprocate the same energy really stands out.

Everything you have done till this point has shown how shitty of a person you are.

I never thought I could go from admiring someone to feeling nothing for them.

You are so beautiful from the outside, but so disgusting from the inside.

It really didn’t take much to unfold the real you.

You don’t deserve my love nor my tears.

As I try to hold back my tears while I speak to you, I can’t.

I know you know you fucked up and clearly you don’t care as my tears fall for you.

I look deep into your eyes and I discover the truth.

This was all fun and games for you.

I never thought I could dislike you in a heartbeat.

You once meant something to me and now you’re nothing to me.

I regret the things I have done for you since the beginning.

I regret that Friday night with you.

I regret everything that has led to this point in time.

I hope the next person you meet puts you through the same living hell of emotions you put me through.

-mfsf

Song: Emotions by Brenda Lee

Emotions, what are you doin’?

Oh, don’t you know, don’t you know you’ll be my ruin?

You’ve got me crying, crying again

When will you let this heartache end?

Emotions, you get me upset

Why make me remember what I wanna forget?

I’ve been lonely, lonely too long

Emotions, please leave me alone

You worry my days, yes, you torture my nights

Never a dream, no, those dreams never turn out right

Emotions, give me a break

Let me forget that I made a mistake

Oh, can’t you see what you’re doin’ to me?

Emotions, please leave me alone

You worry my days, yes, you torture my nights

Never a dream, no, those dreams never turn out right

Emotions, give me a break

Oh, let me forget that I made a mistake

Oh, can’t you see what you’re doin’ to me?

Emotions, please set me free